Dear Journal,
The way we treat others is the way we treat ourselves. Ma, Buo and Mashi are quick to criticise or advise. They are critical of themselves. Pa is very kind. He loves himself.
I am very lonely. It's been a while since I've fallen in love. Hence, the fantasies. Ma and Pa have often dictated terms, and never really let me do what I want to. They are highly critical of me.
I wish I had someone to share my thoughts with, you know like a good friend. The men I befriend want to date me and when I reject them they stop talking to me.
Is society built on sex? I want my life to open up with good friends.
I don't think I'm that pretty. I mean I have lazy eyes and clobby feet. I want someone to love them. Not the Rohan Kotian kind-- clingy and stifling, but someone who I love.
Someone like LDC.
Love,
Me.
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