Dear Journal,
I've had a very busy day. Not exhausting, just busy. It's so nice to be busy at a job that you enjoy. Very grateful for my previous job that led me here, even though I hated that one, and this one where I'm learning and growing.
I'm not particularly worried about my pay. I guess how much money I make has never been a concern. Regardless I have become moneywise with each job. I have decided to curb spending on myself and save for an international vacation with my family.
I started work at around 10 am today and worked till 9 pm with the Pomodoro app, an amazing time management tool.
The only breaks I took were essential and scheduled. I did watch an episode and a half of Friends to clear my head, ate lunch and dinner, and the energy packer was a round of 20 counts of halasana and 50 counts of sarvangasana.
I also had a spat with Ma in the evening when she refused to buy me pens from the Jamnabai stationery shop. I am easy to pick faults just like Ma and Baba, and both me and Buro accuse them of the same thing being guilty ourselves.
I realised today that I have a strong streak of anxiety, always trying to perceive the future. But nobody knows what tomorrow will bring. However, if you prepare well you are more likely to weather the future. So, that's the aim.
I woke up today at 7 am and lay in bed till 9-- what a luxury. Ma laid out sumptuous breakfast, leading to a good start to the day.
I also thought about ideas I would like to write novels on. I spent the past half hour planning my classes with Shilpa. I hope she is able to bring a few other women I can teach English to. I wrote down the mission of the class. "My students will enjoy learning and seek to grow, and be employable at good jobs."
Pa spent all day watching Downton Abby, and Tv. Bu took Ma and Pa to the doctor yesterday, and there's just a slight aberration in the healing of Pa's fracture. It's worrying me and everyone in the family. My only hope is that on Pa's next birthday he will play tennis. I want Ma, Pa and Bu to cross 100 years of age in good health.
I really want to quit smoking. How?
I want robust health.
I am grateful for my job.
I am grateful for my Macbook.
I am grateful for internet.
I'm grateful for all my students.
I'm grateful for Ma, Pa, buo, dadu, dimma, dadu, thama.
I'm grateful for Qud.
I'm grateful for all my friends.
I'm grateful for Natasha who encourages me and Suvidha who gave me good feedback today.
I'm grateful to work.
I'm grateful to have ideas to write about.
I'm grateful that I write.
I'm grateful for food.
I'm grateful for the Earth and Nature.
My lifes mission: To love and always grow in love. To value and to always create value. To nurture and always be kind to one and all. To be tolerant and forgiving. To see the good in all, to speak sweetly, and to listen with all my heart.
Note: The above is liable to amendements.
Love,
Me.
Ps: I hope to sleep deeply and well.
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