Dear Journal,
There are many thoughts running at the back of my mind. These are the thoughts we often ignore, but have great purport.
For example, I've been thinking how Buro and I have drifted apart. I actually feel relieved when I don't have to spend time with him. He is not pleasant. Always sermonising. Always preaching.
It's been years since he shared anything with me. He talks only to his parents.
He doesn't let me date who I want, comments on my friends etc. He is not pleasant, and it seems he doesn't value it.
It seems he's always angry.
Well, I am often angry. Why do we get angry? I wish we didn't. I wish selfishness wasn't a streak in us.
Why is Buro like this? Is it because Ma beat him so badly and so often when he was small?
Love,
Me.
I am grateful for my job.
I'm grateful for Buro.
I'm grateful for love.
I'm grateful for life.
I'm grateful for my mission to serve all humanity.
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