Dear Journal,
I'm on the fifth day of the Quitsure app and I hope to quit smoking tomorrow forever. Never having another puff.
I have often thought that my old friends must be unhappy because they don't talk to me that much anymore despite me trying.
I'm sure they are happy. They have their moments of happiness and sadness just like me. Why have I lost so many friends? Do people not want to talk to me anymore? It's almost like shedding leaves. I'm sure when I'm very old and it's time to wither and die I'll just have a handful of leaves.
The more shade you give the more friends you have. I mean Pm has never ever called me up on her own. That's why I don't call her up. People don't feel the need to stay in touch. This is especially after my meltdown on sm.
People don't want to talk to me. But this shall change. I'll never ignore friends, the way my friends are ignoring me.
Love,
Me.
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