Journal 2.9.22 1.39 pm

Dear Journal, 
Neha Mehra had told me that The Reader is a great movie. I suggested it to Pa. The first half is full of sex scenes, a little difficult to watch with a parent. So I left the room. 
I ordered food, started on Heaps, ate lunch. And watched porn and masturbated a little after a long time. 
Sex is so natural. I have been told by Esther and the likes that porn is not good for the mind. It is not. It is highly addictive too. But the instant pleasure it brings, there's no denying that. It's like having cake once in a while. 
It's been three years since I've had sex. I just don't want to date potential matches. 
What does the future hold for me? 
Love, 
Me. 

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